reco

a poem like “my head hurts” but maybe more like a first draft
by kaiden

Make connections as if they’re temporary
To people close, feelings of inadequacy
I hurt — I heal but now im home
This and that tugging at me, I dont r know
Mind split// brain leaning sideways
Feeling a pulse behind my eyes as my head aches
Too much thinking, too much avoiding
Attaching to every single fucking thought, it near broke me
separation that followed the pain
My mind painting life as a game
Seeing my heart break and it leaving a hole
I ended up in a place without a way to have my thoughts measured

I know im being overdramatic
Both in the poem and the play that is our life
Yet in the storm of thoughts that forms when we overthink
I think thats its fine to be like that :p